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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2006|06:45 am]
it's 543 in the morning. i cannot sleep at all. everythinggg is changinggggggggggg
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2006|02:59 am]
every now and then when im slightly bored i remember that i still have a livejournal.

tonights been pretty routine. meaning its 3 in the morning and me and my suitemates are ordering food that we dont actually need to eat simply bc we feel like it and we can.

my suite is awesome, my friends are awesome. my birthday was incredible. and everything seems to be working out. not to jinx anything but i truly do love binghamton. i knew i would it's what i wanted since i was little but obviously i had my doubts.

being away from my friends is hard but i talk to everyone i love almost as much as i wanted to and while somedays i get slightly homesick mostly for my best friends, about 98% of the time i feel incredibly lucky to be enjoying college this much.

ps. im proud of us all because we're kinda growing up

(most of us are legal now!!! hahaha meghan)
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2006|12:26 am]
college tomorrowish. it was all fun while it lasted.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2006|02:54 am]
[mood | cranky]
[music |dave matthews band]

me and college are kinda in a fight right now
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2006|10:55 am]
well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes.
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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2006|01:31 am]
tick, tick, tick, tick
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2006|12:26 am]
sometimes i worry i changed a lot more than i thought i would. and not always in a good way.
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2006|08:11 am]
i think we all used to use this more.
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2006|06:53 pm]
high school is over. johnsons farm life on the farm '06 is beginning. it should be interesting
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what i learned in high school [Jun. 14th, 2006|07:13 pm]
[mood | accomplished]
[music |on the radio-regina spektor]

This is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
everyone must breathe
until their dying breath
no this is how it works
you peer inside yourself
you take the things you like
them try to love the things you took
and then you take that love you made
and stick it into some-someone else's heart
pumping someone else's blood
and walking arm and arm
you hope it don't get harmed
but even if it does
you'll just do it all again
--regina spektor
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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2006|01:01 pm]
i'd just like to say i'm really proud of all my friends. we've all complained for four years about how irritating all the stuff we had to do was, but it was well worth it and i think we see that now.

i love all you guys and im super proud of you
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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2006|12:04 am]
i hate change a lot. i don't deal with it well. i'm usually a jerk when i know it's coming. i apologize in advance.
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2006|01:54 am]
ohhh lifee.
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2006|10:33 pm]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |regina spektor]

i just requested 3 books from other libraries to read. i love books. especially non fiction. i love reading and learning and nerdy things. and i sometimes miss writing a super good paper.

i admit it. i'm not only going to miss my friends after high school but i'm going to miss the classes. this is why i shouldn't have friends.

i am a 100%


complete

absolute

dork, nerd, loser


and proud of it.
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2006|03:42 pm]
no more ib tests. very exciting.
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2006|10:13 pm]
[mood |uneasy]

i am currently feeling more uneasy then i have in the longest time. in a month high school is over and that's so terrifying.

my last ib test is tuesday/wednesday. i want it to be over but then school no longer has any sort of a purpose. that's scary also.

i don't think i ever thought i would be going to college or getting older or any of those things. i think im most afraid of getting old. time is so scary

on a good note my moms letting me go into school late tomorrow. that rarely happens.
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best chorus moment ever [May. 10th, 2006|08:40 pm]
And the memory seems like dreams
Hundreds of hopes in the past
Nevertheless it was never the last
Hold on strong or you fade out fast
And only one only one

i love chorus. it was probably the best choice i made to stay in it regardless of whether it would bring down my average or make it so i could never cut school my senior year or any other silly reason.

chorus rocks my socks

caawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (meghannn)
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2006|06:58 pm]
for the record i have absolutely no interest in ib hota, french or business higher level.

this week and next week, are not going to be fun.

maybe i shouldve studied. or rather, maybe i should be studying right now, but. oh well.
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2006|05:04 pm]
ap calculus tomorrow which means no more gerson's class essentially. im a little nervous but i do enjoy math tests every now and then :)
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2006|10:44 pm]
tomorrow morning is the last time i need to wake up with god to go to march of dimes. after that, i'm essentially done being a student council officer. it's been my life for so long, just student council in general so it's so strange. what will i do with all this freee timeeee?
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